Well, I tried to stand by me end of the deal and do very little work today. Mike on the other hand almost, ALMOST got the head finished and continued to work on our electrical wiring. I was feeling a little guilty while on the day bed, really not doing much of anything. I definitely didn’t want to work but then just lounging didn’t feel satisfying either. The weather wasn’t conducive to lying by the pool since it was a little cloudy and windy. And my foot didn’t feel like going for a walk. So there I was on the boat just kinda hanging out. I even tried to look at our cruising books and come up with a tentative itinerary for when we are in the water. But it just feels so out of reach and so far off that I couldn’t concentrate on all of those little details. By the late afternoon Mike was done with his projects and I had to get off the boat and just walk outside the marina doors. I could hear the surf on the beach from the boat and wanted to go stare at the water, instead of the cabin walls, for a little while. It was a beautiful evening, the wind had calmed and the sun was low on the horizon. We took a stroll in the marina and then out the doors to the shore. The surf was up and we stood on the rocks feeling an occasional splash from the waves. The cool air and walk did the trick and helped lift my doldrums for a while. We returned to the boat and made a dinner of beans, delicious beans they were, and watched a good movie. Upon going to bed we laid there and talked of feelings and future plans. We really feel that we are at the middle point of our haul out, which means the hardest part. All of these projects that have been started but not completed, which only means that we can’t see the outcome of all of this time, energy and money we are giving to this boat. We also feel a little like we are so far in that there is no turning back. Almost like “What have we done?!”. The haul out is hard and challenging and being in the water will only bring new challenges. Are we ready to take those on? Are we able to take those on? We have also given some thought to putting the boat up for sell because some priorities in life are changing and this boat is just way too much work when it is on the other side of the world. But with the number of boats for sale in this marina, it is doubtful that Independence would sell very readily. And the thought of leaving her somewhere so far away, just to sit and deteriorate and rust, makes our stomachs turn. Again, not too many questions answered but we think we are getting closer to learning more about what we want to do.
And the happiest part of the day was getting to make a phone call home and wish our moms a happy mother’s day! We love and miss you!